Hello! Been short while. I've had wonderful days the past few. Right now I'm stinky and sweaty and dirrty from all the basketball with Vern. ((:


So what's Friday? Tuition and slept over the grandma's, and having to wake early for tuition. Saturday was much love please! Naz came over and we made cheese-bread fritters, with me being horrendous in the kitchen, really. Oh and I cycled, with her as a pillion. She couldn't get any noisier. -.-
Whilst at it we decided to call the males in and it's the four of us again, lazing in front of the screen watching movies, chomping Canadian's and such. They only left at 2330 hrs, the guys I mean. Such fun, yes! Lovely to get to see them every week.


And we did a mind map on one of the Islamic Wars for today. It was amusing to watch us girls trying (desperately) to translate English to Malay. After class was love, the food I mean. Sorry for him having to travel hahaha but for good food, hey, it's worth it.


Went home had a short shower before we went off. Him to home, me to tuition delinquents. I've a CROW for a student, seriously. And how DARE she failed such a test. Haha tortured her with delight. Had a walk around Heartland with alot of bull and stupid talk. She and her prince charming. Honestly, her taste is so different from mine. LOL.


Then of course basketball session with Keng and kind of just reached home. We shoot lotsa baskets and we made quite a good team. She could do them shots and threes while I can lay the basket. Wooo sweet. Pray we could play real soon, with Osha and maybe Kat and Mima.


Sleep beckons. Michlove's dragging me away for lunch tomorrow. Not that I'm complaining.


I'm high with happy pills and nothing's going to stop me (:
Not even you.

ofblack&white
10:35 PM

LESSON 2: CLEARED. Haha now for that dreaded figure 8 and crank course. I'm so dead.
I didn't drop the bike today! (: (:

When I felt like I have alot to type, it suddenly blanked out. -.-

My RTT is seven weeks away. It's so faaarr away from now. I really want to get my riding license by July. I promised Miss Ugly aka Mayyee that she'll be the first pillion rider, whether she likes it or not. LOL. Maybe by then her parents have to burn joss sticks for her because I screwed up. Oh well. It's her, not me.


My wrist felt twisted. How weird.


Oh and NAZ. You don't have to get me the Buble album, because I'm flying to Sembawang Music at the break of dawn on Monday and I SIMPLY CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR HIM CROOON. (: Maybe Systematic Chaos is a better treat (because it's expensive). Senyum manis kawan!


Nothing to type, really. Be random. My parents are having the time of their life in a caravan traveling their hearts out. You know what it screams: UNFAIR.

ofblack&white
10:54 AM

What a nice way to start the week. So Tuesday I nearly missed the theory lessons. Mr Dimples wasn't there, sadd. There's a Doug Robb lookalike though.



So anyway Mima came and boy can she scream when she saw a fat lizard. Haha! She totally made herself at home . Too cosy already, lol. Then Vernie and Kat came so we walked towards the court, only to find the hoops busted. Like devils spawned it. Thankfully a fully-functioning court was nearby. I should converse with my MP about the ever-unusuable facilities in my area. Ha!


Shoot hoops, two-on-two, and Vern was wheezing like an old man, likewise me and maybe Kat too. I missed basketball. I even managed to put in my trademark backward shot from free-throw line. Haha much fun please, and hoping to have a once-a-week thing with them. Probably can, only problem is Kat-who-stays-far-far-away.


Talks over dinner till one am please. Like totally lack of sleep here. Of friends and such. Planned of movie-watching (which only I survived) while she lay like the dead. Out for count. And it's SO HARD to wake her up can.


Anyway rushed to grab McD breakfast and cabbed our way to Heartland. I, off to buy logisitcs and such, she to dump clothes. It was embarrassing, yesterday is. I slotted my POSBook wrongly then it jammed inside. Sigh. We went MJ for the match.


I don't know but it was just disappointment for me. A draw. And there's so many chances to score but apparently individualists blew it away.


On a brighter note.
After their debrief in school the three of us went off in the rain. Kat's like an old woman who worries alot about slipping on the floor. Zhong was as nonsensical as ever. With red nose and cheeks and (quotes) "in the pink of health". Surree. I wonder why you didn't attend school today then. Had dinner at Bistro and all that talk again. Lol quite a nice evening with good friends.



Caught in the blasted rain. And it hasn't any sign of stopping till this morning. Ah.
I don't want to wear the blasted yellow raincoat again.

ofblack&white
9:23 AM

Yahay yeehaw Lesson One CLEARED. ((: Finally can use that blue bike. LOL.


I'm sleeping elsewhere again tonight. One thing's for sure home-hopping is one tiring (and fattening) business. The aunts and grandmas are busy feeding me as if I haven't any nourishments for like a decade. I wonder if my parents could recognise me when they come back.


First in days, I felt sleepy. And I could actually sleep last night. Yay, the tide's turning. So anyway MICHELLE TAN YAN LING is love. No stilted conversations no nothing. We carried on as if we just met each other yesterday. And someone's looking prettyy (wags eyebrows). Go grab a guy fast! Bullimia! LOL. Of paranoid parents please.


I think I sprained my wrist.


A smile is a curve that straightens everything.

ofblack&white
9:11 PM

We pranced, danced, marched, dined, laughed, bitched, smiled, DJ-ed on hotplates, trivia-ed, arcaded, modeled and annoyed ourselves silly.
I so love the smiles the three of them brought me. Haha! So Naz, I hope you get that steamboat set for your mom pronto so we could have our own do-it-yourself dinner over at my place the coming Saturday!


I had to be annoying and text Zhong if she could skip school and stay over this Tuesday night with Kat. LOLOL. I managed to get hold of a basketball from Keng. Maybe the three of us can play basketball on a fine Tuesday evening.



So tomorrow I get to, FINALLY get to see my Michelle Tan Yan Ling. Hurrah for this week! ((:

Off to somewhere to spend the night. As someone commented, I have no home.
Feels kinda lonely.

ofblack&white
8:16 PM

I kind of wanted to start anew. Like seriously; new layout, cleaned up my browser and put the necessary links (as of my blog too), cleaned up my text inbox. I reduced the number of messages from 160++ till 80 odd. Deleted my pikturez in Friendster till 4, with four lines to describe me and two/four of everything. LOL.
It feel... nice. Haha.


Moving on moving on. I spent an obscene amount on a pair of pants and cd that caught my fancy. Really. Should stop indulging on spending sprees for the mo. Anyway I had to leave house by 0730 to send off the parents before breakfasting at Swensen's. Gorgeous food I tell you. Tuitioned with miss Tan Poh Lynn before the spree. Sigh. Money goes out of the pocket like water.


Had dinner, yadayada with the maternal family then bowling, and I'm back home at 0015. 'Tis tiring but worth the while. I'm back to square one.
You know, the person I fall for two years ago in'05?
It's still that same person I'm crazy about. Still. Distractions come and go but that one is still uppermost.

Oh well. Matters of the heart that musn't be dwelled upon.



So I'm looking forward for later because I could see the ones that matter most aka Syahril Naz Hamzah. I've seen the other one on Wednesday already, so I have my dosage. Love this week it's kind of filled with friends that I genuinely care for.

) : And I couldn't train later because someone have PW to do.

ofblack&white
12:53 AM

It hasn't even DEVELOPED into a proper day and here I am being bugged to death.


Sigh.
21 more hours to a long break from the ever-suffering-annoying male.


I'll miss mum though.






But what I really really truly miss is the old team. ): ): ):
And it's been a year since my leg got busted. Haha!

ofblack&white
10:50 AM

Being out of house by nine thirty and lasting the way through till 9 or ten in the night is taking a very heavy toll on me.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.
Plus insomnia is at it's worse, coupled with the not-hungry mood. ) : I need a cure so I could sleep like a rock. I thought going out and have an activity-filled day would tire me out but nooo. Sigh.



Oh well. Thoughts of the body and mind aside, I went back school for the third time this week for some teaching. It's quite a mentally-draining job, no matter how enjoyable it is and how passionate I am about it. I stayed with Siok Wen till 12.30 then had a nice rest for about an hour before it was Mun's turn. Then Vanessa Anne Nunis (don't you love her name) joined for the revision spree. Plus Anand. And Naufal. Tiring it was but the satisfaction's always there haha! Headed off to AMK for Vincent and my Invisible Pass is invisible already :DDD


The rain and I. Sigh.


I can't wait for Saturday morning because that's when the parents fly off to Vancouver for twenty LONG days and it spells F-R-E-E-D-O-M for me. With sleepovers, LUNCH DATES (wiggles eyebrows at Michlove), pool, trainings and such. There's a fourjay gathering coming up, and I wished everyone could turn up because I miss them so! Especially like Ivy, Zel, Qing and Shid, Jien Khay Vern and Huda.


Ok I'll go bathe and maybe try sleeping. I'll most probably be tutoring Naufal. YESSA HUNNERD EXTRA.


Ooohh they were wrong. Love don't make the world go round.
Money does.

ofblack&white
8:56 PM

It's one of the better days of the month ((:


I had no problem waking up at 6 plus and lasting the way through the day. A worrying phenomenon indeed, sleeping at 1 and waking up at 6 plus without any sleep after that. And my appetite's so erratic, as of my mealtimes too. Just like the weather. Bad; not enough food, sleep and I'm still about. Hurr.



Went to collect the tumbler from Naz's before heading to Heartland Mall to meet Pok. Hung around while waiting for the shops to open. She wore the earrings that I gave her at once. Awww I'm SO touched lol. Gotten Kelme gloves for riding, and a pair for Ameera's goalkeeping.


Let me tell you a secret; Zhongwei is a closeted PIG. She ate ALOT. Like scary. I'm down only a plate and she already polished two, on to her third. Alot of stupid laughs in the midst of green peas, glaring-staring, uncouthness and of course typical clumsiness. Ya, stir the tea with chopsticks. -.- Went to get bananas! And glucose and everything else.



Hectic back in school. Making glucose drink actually require at most 2 people but how many helped out? SIX. Haha Shermaine is soooo cute can. Stir with chopsticks. Yadayada. Anyway it's great to let one have a taste of their own medicine. Me lip-synching J.T's What Goes Around/Comes Around drove Zhongwei nuts. Fun sia, see that pained expression. LOL.


Anyway upon reaching venue we fetched Kat and it's just the three of us again. Bitch bitch then match starts. Amanda and Cara came down! (HUGS). Haha and so bantering and bickering and being picked starts almost at once. I miss their company so.


I don't want to say much about the match. Losing 5-0 is one thing, but seeing the team in the most horrendous mess pains me more. They have so much potential and yet the formation is UBER messy I kept shouting and screaming for communication and have less of that crowding around. I really love for Rosli to be back coaching. ) :


'Tis a very enjoyable and pleasant evening if it's spent with the love of your life (ROLLS EYES) and my dearest Huiqi (ROLLS EYES EVEN MORE). Had dinner at Bistro, with me footing the bill. Haha then had long chats and all before heading down Seiyu (Say You) for bra-hunting. Between me and Huiqi we managed to make her laugh like anything. Then Huiqi went off to catch her 53 while we walked back typically to the 55 bus stop. She's so camera-shy. -.- Act only. Stupid Mayyee. Haha.



I'm so (as usual) TIRED out. It's still going to be a long day tomorrow and I pray the week will fly by fast. Sigh. Oh AND. I've a new student! A year one this time. More income please! And I think it's going to be quite interesting teaching her. Hoho~

ofblack&white
10:19 PM

AAAHHH it was a long day. The fatigue, coupled with blistered soles, just killed me.


So anyway met my 'favourite' student at Starbucks and yess, we finished Sampling (: then can start the revision on Thursday. Hope they are all prepared for Friday.


My Invisible Pass' getting better, so says Vincent. Big E Math test tomorrow. I crammed as much as I could into him. Haha!



I was blind. I thought today's the theory lessons but it is actually next week. So much for wasted cab fare. Headed down to J8 whilst waiting for the next tuition and lo behold, something caught my eye.
And typically I checked the price, checked the size, and paid upfront. I think it's cute, tartan design. Naz said it's grandfather's shoes. Ass. Bought this and that then went off. It's giving me blisters though. But if not now when can I season it? Sigh. Plasters plasters.


Poor Banu admitted into hospital due to fainting spells. I told her she shouldn't have looked into the mirror too oft. ;p


And someone's happy since Ameera 's going to be substitute goalie for tomorrow. She's a funny and bubbly person to talk to, Ameera is. When I said my typical 'Good Evening' she wanted to hang up since she thought it's an answering machine. -.- So we nearly settled a date for extra practice on Sunday. And she takes German. Mon Dieu! We're going to have an 'itler in the team. And that her dad just passed Class 2A lessons, and she stays in Serangoon North Ave 2.
(all this in within 15 minutes)

LOL.



Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just sick about it.

(Currently whoring that song on iTunes like nobody's business)

ofblack&white
8:50 PM

Gosh. What a day for practical lessons. I took a fall, tumbling like a rotten jackfruit.

Haha it was quite funny when I think back - pushing the bike down from mainstand, forgetting to hold brake and losing balance, tried to pull the wobbling bike into position and instead had the bike pulling me down. I'm sure it's a laugh to the others there please, what's with me wearing (quotes Sarah) cute but huge yellow raincoats and rolling on the pavement. Embarrassing thing no.2, I can't pick the fucking bike up! It's so heavy can. -.- I nearly fell a second time but smart me learned from mistakes; If the bike's going down, let go and let it crash for all I care. HAHA.

I felt bruisy. Still feeling that now, with all the aches in the joints and purplish humongous bruises the size of spaceships on my legs. ) :



Anyway we head down to Classics for 2 and a half hours. Bliss! Played nine-ball but I think I'd prefer eight-ball. Typically he won most games.



Had a tuition session before NEARLY heading off to Queensway. Haha oh the horror. Just thinking of the duration makes me go weak in my knees. Thankful and grateful doesn't come close to what I feel when Raqeeb volunteered and get it for me. What more, for free. ((((:

(Sing a happy happy happy happy happy happy song)


So bleeding spent with all the day's going-ons. I have to be awake early tomorrow for an ungrateful student who wants tuition at Tampines Starbucks. Yah favourite no. 1 student indeed.

ofblack&white
10:46 PM

Of birthday parties. We'll go to that later.


Anyway I bought test papers for my primary schooler and she had the I'm-so-going-to-cry look when I whipped out an RGS paper for her yesterday. Not sadistic, just concern that she'll do well.


So I met up with Mayyee yesterday! Plus her sister on tow. Ay they are so similar, both are almost equally lame(I think Mayyee's worst). Even their reaction (oooh!) when they saw this flying ant. Haha I thought she'd outgrow that fear of flying things but noo. Gosh I just realised I missed (bothering/bullying) her alot! Haha nevermind Wednesday dinner will make up for that. ((:



I had to help out in a party. Naz's sister's. Wow. Been long since I've helped out in a party that actually have games and such involved. I made my first (with Naz's help) pizza cracker! As peculiar as it sound it actually tasted good. No shit! They had to do the guess-how-many-damn-chocolates-in-a-bottle thing with Khai and I posing with the bottle and giving out Post-Its.

Then came Magic Show. I don't feel at ease because it's with a huge crowd, like 30 of them. Haha surprisingly the kids love me to do that trick where I took a card, rubbed it on Naz's butt and it changes. Coolios! Khai was very... amazed by all the card tricks. Haha!


Thank God everything's over by 6, so the four of us sat around and ate and laze. Kak Diana wrote a composition on the Guestbook can.



So tired out. Plus what a day to expect tomorrow please. From morning till night. Haha better sleep early.


AND SHAZREEN BANU YUSOFF. WHAT A CHOICE OF MAN. OF ALL PEOPLE. HAHAHA.
Ok I shan't say anything of course. My lips are sealed honey ((:

ofblack&white
9:19 PM

The meager amount of sleep makes me delirious. Ask Farn darling. Haha. Her poor boyfriend's got a slipped disc so I dated her out for breakfast. Anyway fetched her from home and we heaaad of for BIG BREAKFAST. So I eat fast. So what. -.-


We caught up alot please, and went for an hour of pool. Yea I suck. I should play again on Monday with Zul. Sigh. Hon whatev skills that I may possibly possess (which, frankly speaking, isn't alot).


And it's quite hilarious yet painful to hear of Wong Shu Li's plight with her 'best friend of the year' now. Haha see her rant! Her face turned red and the three of us bitch about irresponsible BL captains (actually Panda did most of the talking while the two of us just nodded in solemn agreement). Shu Li wears GIRLY BOXERS. HAHA PINK WITH GIRL DESIGNS. I actually thought it was her panties but when she unashamedly pulled it out I realised it wasn't.


Major headache the size of a tennis ball in my head, thumping bumping away, like Justine Henin-Hardenne doing multiple backhands. Ouch. Oh I bought test papers after test papers for the little girls. They're going to die please.


And Naz had to bring me all the way to Africa to wash hands after we ate.


Oh well. We can't all have our way can we? Smile!

ofblack&white
9:48 PM

The clock says it is 0340 hours on Friday the Thirteenth and I still can't sleep, despite the countless tossing and turning on bed and speeding through a book which typically had a happy ending. It could only give so much solace to one's mind.


I cannot sleep, and this time I know perfectly why.
God help me. I wonder why that bothered me so much.



AAHH long nights fueled with exhaustion but the inability to sleep frustrates me.

ofblack&white
3:40 AM

Achievement of the day: Unlike Sarah and Kam, I DIDN'T FALL. :DDD
It's fun lah, zooming around, although the area is small. And I've gotten the instructor all to myself because I didn't go for orientation due to punctuality purposes. Blame the rain, the bus with the cranky door and the driver. -.-

Huge but cute yellow raincoats don't go well with me.


Anyway saw Kam and Adri at the canteen and chatted for a while. Kam got her own bike already. I'm green with envy please! Haha. I'm currently trying to strike a bargain with parents here.



I'm mother tired today and I'm so not eating. Sigh. When's my appetite coming back I wonder.


Will see my darling Farn tomorrow for MacD breakfast. I'm on a saving spree now. No more bags (for the month at least), no more cab rides no matter how late I am and certainly NO MORE LAYS POTATO CHIPS. This is going to do me good, financially and bodily (??). I hope it will last. ((: Less of going out also (unless it's on someone).


Okay, time to gooo.

ofblack&white
9:14 PM

The sun scorched Mother Earth and here we are dying of heat. Hot is an understatement to describe the situation now.


I had a wonderful lunch date with Loretta Lai Yi Min and she was at the receiving end of baby jibes. LOL.


Taught for a while before being whisked to be a maid. Buying ice, stirring glucose. Gosh the things we do to swirl and fill the tumbler up. The word silly comes to mind. Anyway the girls won 6-0 against IJC. I'm glad for them.
Then Mr Poh came by. I MISS HIM ALOT. haha we had normal banterings and him being so 'fatherly' became worried about me wearing flower power helmets. Hannah's three yesterday ((:



I'm quite spent by the end of the day, teaching Siok Wen in school till 9, before heading down to Kembangan. I felt... nothing. Empty seems more apt a word. Like the blur of scenery. Meshing in the head. Whatev.


Funny how acts of kindness can be interpreted as signs of love. If that's the case I should just be grumpy haha. Really. Thankfully I'm not one to care what others say. I'm just slightly insulted by that question you gave me.


And I'm not going to stand and wait.
Not going to leave it until it's much too late.

ofblack&white
10:43 PM

Theory lessons was boring. Very much like BTT but with the additional riding things; centrifugal force, pillion rider bla bla. Highlight of it: A very attractive good-looking man (since he just finished NS) sat beside me. I spared him a pen and then we just started talking. HAHA one of the few times I'm quite left speechless. Like wow haha see his dimples when he smile! Quite a gentleman. Offering me sweets when I yawned, pushed the chair infront of him so as to make way when I'm going out. Spoke with a soft voice and is polite. *majorgushingsessionnow*

Hahah!




Nothing much going on for me these days asides the usual; Not being able to sleep and mealtimes are erratic. I only had lunch today.


Lim May Yee! I officially miss you please! Can we meet for once instead of just you messaging me nice things and then make me miss you. Haha such a pillock.


I am annoyed because my brother stole my Koko Crunch.



Tell me how to win this fight that I am already losing.

ofblack&white
12:27 AM

I've gotten my (quote singlish word) kpo-ness from my mother. I swear. So we heard a loud thud in the carpark. Should think a branch from one of those ancient trees snapped or something.

Typically I'd just dismiss it but noo not my Mum. Haha she whipped out a BINOCULARS and started peering down! So funny! The best thing was that she said the binoculars are spoilt because she can't see a thing.
She forgot to take off the lens covers. Haha. Klutz! <3


I had a very long day. I hope it'll dispell the insomnia. Getting on my nerves, really. Like I travelled the whole day yesterday and the day before and I could never get myself to sleep no earlier than 12. Really annoys.



I finished Blood Work in the morning and it's such a powerful read. Love love it please.


Ay. My Fridays and weekends were never that fabulous. If only you could make my day.
Then again it's always if only. If only if only if only.
Fucking annoys that I cannot get what I wanted. Haha. Now I sound like a brat. Oh well. Maybe that's what I am.

ofblack&white
10:22 PM

It's a long day for me. Not drabby. On the contrary, it was quite a laugh. Seeing that it's Haflah anyway (kind of a Speech Day for my religious organisation).


So anyway rise in shine at 8 isn't really the ideal time to wake up but I did. Met Syirah Zirah Shazreen and Bana, while talking to Zul at Kembangan. Mashita was just behind me and I didn't realise. Lol. Train-ed the way to Commonwealth and plied ourselves with junks. Farahyn and Farah (Brown) plus Heider was there too. So yakkity yak and Meera Qila Nadz came by so we went merrily ever after to Mujahidin Mosque.


Early morning shenanigans. I wonder what they had for breakfast. Haven't any duties so we do stupid things like chicken dancing, camwhoring (as usual), imitations of Bart's "Eat My Shorts" and more dancing singing and camwhoring. Honestly, what other things do girls do? Had lunch and sorts then the main event started.


I'm not cut out to be a discipline mistress please. In charge of shutting the primary 4 boys and 5 girls. Girls are ok. The boys. Well, quarter way through I felt like throwing stones at them but thank God Firdaus helped out. Syirah read the poem up front as a performance and well, touching (in caps). About Ummi. Some were crying. Oh well.


Nothing much after. Ushered them to the prayer hall and all hell broke loose anyway. Nazimah Rury came by too for their prize thingy. And HORROR came. Gosh. Nadz was laughing at me can. Evil. They gave free cornettos! Nush Indah ate alot. Everything ended by 6 and we were shilly shallying about. Went off with Nadz.



Much stories please! She won't ever let me live without reminding me about 6 o'clock story that I told her. We travelled the way from Commonwealth to Changi Airport for Popeye's. Fascinating huh. So the usual Viewing Mall with much gossips and catching up. Reminiscing that exactly a year ago we became friends. LOL please!


Anyway Mr World 2007 was on Starworld and I had to use a box of tissues to wipe the drool. Like HOT, with all that ABS and muscles and tanned toned body with megawatt smiles, sparkling Richard Gere eyes and melting smouldering AAAHHH looks. No I know what you're thinking. They have brains. Seriously. Some own companies, undergraduates, engineers, those sky-rocketing careers, not just modeling. Haha and they can charm your pants/skirts off. Mun can remind me that most of them should be gay. ) :




Oh and it reminds me. My tongue is still as sharp as ever, I wonder when it can ever be blunt.

Shazreen was calling out to Rishma (some cute cute toddler) and she gurgled her response with joy.
Shazreen happily went, "Wow see all the cuties love me!"
I retorted, "Of course, opposites attract."

ofblack&white
11:07 PM

'Tis proving to be a very wonderful year, what's with my favourites coming out with albums. ((:
I AM OFFICIALLY A HAPPY GIRL.
(I'll be happier if someone could get them for me lol)



First up Michael Buble's Call Me Irresponsible out on 1st May. Like I cannot wait please! Best crooner of all time (: And he performed on Idol last night. AND performing on Idol Gives Back on April 25th.




Woo Sonata Arctica's Unia on 25th May. Another fantastic power metal band (their lyrics aren't top-of-the-world material really, but they got nice tunes. And Tony's vocals are wow).


Anyway I had the sudden inspiration to write a poem at 12am last night. Haha they are kind of rare these days, muses are. May sound corny, but oh well. Since when are my poems not corny?



Save the best for the last.



Out in JUNE. I'll be counting down. I LOVE the album artwork, so abstract. Love the Majesty symbol acting as a stop sign. Tracklist says there's a 25 minute epic (25:38 minutes to be precise) in two parts, In The Presence of Enemies. I don't think this will disappoint.


Wow. The three albums will definitely make my year.

ofblack&white
1:10 PM

Yesterday's training left me with aches all over. Tell me I'm unfit.


I had a nice lunch out at Marina Square. Apparently some people felt so lost there. HAHA I should've walked Rohenie in one round. So the usual banter (Arts-are-better-than-Science-people) and catching up on each other's results and such.
There she was thinking she's the most desirable/soughtafter butch around. HAHA. If I'd ever go for one it's Ellen Degeneres not Rohenie. Gossip gossip, this and that, 'advice' from the love-guru (who has problems with Jealousy). LOL. Better stick to your girl ok.


Then we went to Bugis after long lunch. Now it's my turn to feel lost. She brought me around Bugis Street and well, once I saw something nice (aka BAG) I bought it. Nice darkish stripish thing worth 20$. Quite a bargain. (: happy. Oh then we passed by a watch shop and I saw a very very nice watch so I bought it for elf. Cheap yet classy!


Anyway cramps are the worst things in life. Yesterday Zhong was impede by it and today's my turn. How I hate it. All I felt like ever doing when I hit the bed was roll and roll and moan and sleep. Haha lucky not going out the night actually. Going home was a pain but it was lessen by a cute sight. A bird kept teasing a cat who jumped a somersault when the bird swooped down towards it. Annoying bird, haha it kept doing it over and over again. Such a laugh.


So how? Love guru says don't dawdle before another girl snap you up. Seriously I don't quite have the courage to do such thing,
so make your move.

ofblack&white
7:50 PM

I was wearing my Chiang Mai polo at home when my brother told me the elephant logo don't roam in Chiang Mai but in Burma. -.- I gave him my most what-the-hell look.


Anyway a random remininsce about the post Chiang Mai trip. I underwent some climate change, since it was winter there and Singapore, well, it can't be winter too can it? So typically the body will have some reaction to it and same goes for periods. Mine hasn't come for 2 months since I returned to Singapore and having some baking session with my Mum, she asked me in the most gravest voice,

Mum: Adik, your period haven't come right?
Me: Nope.
Mum: Are you sure you didn't do anything not supposed to be done in Chiang Mai?

... Like thanks for believing in me mum. HAHA I was at a lost, to laugh at the funny-ness of it all or be dismayed at her for thinking her daughter's a wanton.


Oh well. My iTunes picked a very beautiful song just now.
Forgotten all about it! Shall put up the lyrics someday. ((:

ofblack&white
12:19 PM

Meeting one of your cousins whom you're close to but haven't seen for 75421 months/years/decade is really fun. Alot of catching up, the usual oh-you've-CHANGED comments. Haha. Had lunch with Yana-san and cam-whored alot. Cam-whored with a LUMIX. How ultimate can it get. Then headed to Tamp and bitch about certain... relatives. LOL. The things we're typically good at. Gotten myself a fat pencil and a nice maroon notebook. Plus a swig of arcade. Like yesss.


Had a session with Anna. Then Mun was ranting about all the things in the world. So nothing much, nothing new. Though a bit sad that Ms Huda gave that incredulous look and asked "WHAT have you done to your hair?". Plus Zarifah saying that I look like a boy, and Rachel saying I look like a PRETTY boy (which was somewhat better than plain boy, you know -.-).





Isn't it GIRL hair?!


Anyway my Mondays and Wednesdays are temporarily free. Hurrah! I can lay back and sleep early. Or finish marking.
Or do something else like watching STARWORLD. Lol!


I suddenly miss you.


He who angers you, controls you.
(rip it off from someone's arm)

ofblack&white
9:44 PM

Then softer than
A piper man
One day, it called to you
I lost you to
The summer wind


The autumn wind
And the winter wind
They have come and gone
But still those days
Those lonely days
Go on and on
But guess who sighs his lullabies
Through nights that never end?
My fickle friend,
The summer wind.

ofblack&white
8:57 PM